ayyy, went from "wow stuff is going pretty good" to "haha, all my friends are probably tired of me and also i'm a failure" in like 48 hours. it's great when that happens.
maybe i'm just bummed that no one is responding to my messages, not even friends who used to check their inboxes daily just a month ago. well, i guess everyone went home and are busy with family and other stuff.
gonna try not to wallow too much.